Tuesday, April 25, 2017

Day 12 - The Invisible Knapsack

I can, if I wish, arrange
to be in the company of people
of my race most of the time.
You may not.

I can, if I wish, avoid
spending time with people
whom I was trained to mistrust
and who have learned
to mistrust my kind or me.
You may not.

I can, if I should need to move,
be pretty sure of renting
or purchasing housing in
an area which I can afford
and in which I would want to live.
You may not.

I can be reasonably sure
that my neighbors in such a location
will be neutral or pleasant to me.
You may not.

I can, if I need, go shopping
alone most of the time,
fairly well assured
that I will not be followed
or harassed by store detectives.
You may not.

I can turn on the television
or open to the front page of the paper
and see people of my race
widely and positively represented.
You may not.

I can be sure that my children
will be given curricular materials
that testify to the existence
and the glory of their race.
You may not.

I can, if I want to, be pretty sure
of finding a publisher
for this piece
on white privilege.
You may not.

I can be fairly sure
of having my voice heard
in a group in which
I am the only member
of my race.
You may not.

I can be casual about, whether or not
to listen to another woman's voice
in a group in which she is
the only member of her race.
You may not.

I could arrange
to protect our young children
most of the time, from people
who might not like them.
You may not.

I did not have to educate
our children to be aware
of systemic racism
for their own daily
physical protection.
You do.

I can talk with my mouth full
and not have people
put this down to my color.
You may not.

I can, if I choose, swear,
or dress in secondhand clothes,
or not answer letters,
without having people
attribute these choices
to the bad morals, the poverty,
or the illiteracy of my race.
You may not.

I am never asked
to speak for all the people
of my racial group.
You are.

I can remain oblivious
to the language and customs
of persons of color
who constitute the world's majority
without feeling in my culture
any penalty for such oblivion.
You may not.

If a traffic cop pulls me over
or if the IRS audits my tax return,
I can be sure I haven't been singled out
because of my race.
You may not.

I can be pretty sure
that an argument
with a colleague of another race
is more likely to jeopardize
her chances for advancement
than to jeopardize mine.
You may not.

I can, if I choose, worry
And talk about racism
without being seen
as self-interested
or selfseeking.
You may not.

I can choose public accommodation
without fearing that people of my race
cannot get in or will be mistreated
in the places I have chosen.
You may not.

I can choose blemish cover
or bandages in "flesh" color
and have them more or
less match my skin.
You may not.

I am the white.
Let’s rotate and move
the wheel of oppression,
and I could be a male.
Or a heterosexual.
Or an able bodied.
A cisgender. Or a Brahmin.
And this story will still be true.
The knapsack is carried on. 
Invisible, and thankfully so.
So do you – oh, you! the lesser you!
Do you see how I am now? 

- Based on Peggy McIntosh' paper, WHITE PRIVILEGE AND MALE PRIVILEGE: A Personal Account of Coming to See Correspondences Through Work in Women's Studies (1988)


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